A COLD WAR HUH?
AND I PRETTY MUCH HATE ALL THIS
i dont wan to numb myself again
more food for 3 days this time




all i wanted was for you to be there for me.
i guess all this were fantasy


head hurts lke mad
i guess it is lack of sleep
eveytime i close my eyes i fear for the worst
i am even seeing stuff from my eyes
i fear tat i wont see tomorrow
i fear tat i will really lose you
i fear tat this will be a end of everything.