i will stop pretand tat eveything is okie
when it is not
i try not to think of it but
i cant help it
eveyday i wake up with a little hope
that i would at least see somthing
but i just i have to really get the track
going and know that the day will nvr come
cos i dont wan to keep having high hope


lonely valantine day :(

anyways happy valantine day people