^___in leap of faith

i took a very big risk yesterday
i thought of giving up and just keep quite
but i need to get it off it is very pain full for me to keep it
was it a big mistake?
i knew was in store for me when i told you all that yesterday
i knew that i could lose you and our friendship and eveything we had will be gone
i am not saying that i dont mind losing you and our friendship
but....you got to understand this i been a feeling this way for more then weeks
i been feeling very sore and emo
i really thought that i could forget all about this feeling
i tried by avoiding and try to run away frm you but i dint have the heart to do that
i dint mean to make everything so messy
but dont you think since i been having feeling for your that means our friendship is not platonic anymore?
i am not asking you to go into a relationship
i really havent thought that far
i was kind of hurt with all the msg you told me yest
i cant blame you cos eveything was too sudden
i'm sorry if i really broke ur heart that time
you got to understand me
i did that cos i was in self deny
the truth was i felt that same way too
if i knew how you felt that time dont you think....

but right now at least i knew that i was brave enough to tell you how i feel.

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