i dont know wat the hell i am doing right now

i cant even think lar

i mean everthing is lke moving too fast

and i dont have time to recap it and make it move slow

it happend in a blink and i hope wat i am doing is right

i mean i dont know if the feeling is still there

it made me realise somthing i dunnoe

i am lke going crazy to know wat i want to know wat i just wont get it

i dunnoe i cant even do maths question in my brain!

somtime i wish i can just drown this thing and live happily ever after

i guess i want to sleep darn it is making me drain out lar

its lke u see this is not like i dont love you is lke you dont even care.

i dunnoe this ruin everthing .

i feel all cold inside

i feel so numb

i just want to tear