hiiees!!!
mom wand me to turn in early as tomorrow i habe school in the morning at 9.45am crazy le...so early coz holiday i come back mus be around 1 but tis one before 12 somemore...
i put this song coz i realli lurve this song i do coz got a few meaning as i lke song wif meaning only dunch noe whiee...
i been asking myself whiee i can get him out of my mind when i noe he habe i really cannot do it even thought there is another guy which really lke me but too bad i lke him only coz he is shuai whiee can't i be my old self back where i will only lke shuai ge but nw a shuai ge is standing right infront of me and i am still holding up to the past which habe no meaning to it some how i wand to Pretend that nnthing really happened and that i nvr had feeling for him so i can go to this guy i dunch noe whiee i really feel so stupid coz i am holding up to the past i really dunch wand to think of him and wand to move on wif life but i really cannot i really wand him back but i noe that will not happened as i noe that he is happi wif his life but now all i wand is to forget bout him and go move on wif life wif him i am sorry that i make u wait and i cannot promise euu that we be together but if we do than only i will Believe love at first sight even thought i dunchh really lke euu.i really wand to sae thks for being in my life...x))
i am blogging this as i noe that he will not read this thing and i cannot hold it back anymore...