my hands got sore HAHAHA
okie so now i am MIA for two day yeahh
so dint do any thing on wed
on tuesday went over dear place yeah now i know how a heart looks like
so i went learnt how to make hahah really make if only last time i put enough effort to learnt hahah den i wont make the wrong one.yeah so i did everything again
at her place slack here den jeremy they all came haahha den they swim i din wan to swim and stuff but those three (*&^%! chase after me and wanted me to swim hahah i dunnoe who call me screeming women HAHAHHA den i run like mad around there den andy hold my wrist till darn pain.yeahh den blah i scream more cos they wan push me and chloe down the pool HAHAH the screaming make thier ear go deaf.and the scratching make thier face got lines??HAHAH jeremy have a hot body HAHAHAH joking but really he doess HAHAHAH blahhhh my hearts will be completeddd !! the box my hands is soree

i wan go mia HAHAH YEAHH MISSING IN ACTION
i wan follow chloe and dora
so i wont answer call and stufff for 2 WHLOE DAYS hahaha
yeah only me and myselfff for two dayssss!!

train ride with ayrton and chloe :D
hanging with bengs
hahaha been a longg time since i blog so this is wat happenddd
hanging with bengs haha very funny
see more of my bitch
went watch casino royal??hahah yeahh with bridget and yunhii james bondddd
yeah change sleeping time??to 6 in the mornigg
and i went out witt shane
after a long time i saw ayrton i went out this him YEAHH I WONN hahaha
and i have a crush on a beng!!! high class one
tags reply here


andy:HAHAHA who ask you go scold ur father i miss you too loads class chalet :DD
bridget:i miss you too hahha yest was darn fun
chyna:i miss you too hahaha truck lodas of love
yunhi:towning soon??HAHAHA HAPPY FEET
nic:yeah your birthday soon i will remember
seth:sorry luh went out with aunty btw it seem that you and yunhiii............and turnn girl cann plssssss HAHAHA
natasha:i love you too babess

there is only one thing that you can be sure in life and that is death

uncle in hospital boo hoo yeah.it was just like 4 years ago when stroke nearly too my another uncle life. i went see him in ICU.but i was jus 12?and i had to be 16 to go in.i even saw two ppl boxing each other in there.anyways that mean more trip for me to novena?haiss.btw now i got a job which is babysiting :) yeah his children hahahs all i do is just play with them and ask them not to worry. they are still small.wonder wat will happend if my dad is in hospital.yeah i will be happy when he is away but what happend if it serious.hahas i better stop thinking so muchh.

went out with nad jus now around 4?hahaha.waited for her for very long.haha.i miss her been a while since i hung with her.got scolded frm the bus uncle cos we din press the bell at the correct time.if we miss that stop we will end up in bedok already.fcuking far luh.HAHAH.lolls.yeah den had dinner and stuff hahah i am bored to here is a quiz :D
1.Single, taken or crushing.single and crushing
2. Are you happy with your life now?nope i am not happy at all i feel so *&^%$#
3. When you meet the right person, do you fall in love with him/her fast?yeah maybe cos we click?.
4. Have you ever been heart broken?yupp i cry my lung out ONCE!!
5. Do you believe that there are some circumstances, where cheating love is acceptable?yea depend.
6. Would you take someone back even if he/she cheats on you?it really depend
.7. Have you ever talked about marriage to someone else before?Yeah.alot of ppl even my mummy frm an old man to a dancer to a ang mo to a korean to becoming a tai tai and having a high life and lots more!1
8. Do you want children?i didnt wan any last time but now i wan!!BLUE EYES AND BLOND HAIR
9. How many?errm le fate decide :DDDDDDD
10. Would you ever consider adoption?yeah i wan to adopted even if i have children
11. If someone likes you now, what do you think is the best way for him/her to let you know his/her feeling to you? if i know him den i think he can tell me bcos he will jus confuse himself like how i feel right now if only i have the gut to tell him so my hearts wont be so mess up
12. Do you enjoy getting into relationships?nope
13. Do you believe in love at first sight?it happend to me :DDDDDDD
14. Do you believe you can change someone?nope. will nvr try doing that. you are who you are
15. If you could get married somewhere. where would it be?the beach or the under the stars
16. Do you give in easily when fighting?depends but not really i love wining.
17. Do you have feelings for someone right now? yea read my blog yeah
18. Do you ever wish that you could have had someone but you messed it up?yea i am too confuse
19. Have you ever broken a heart?cant remember when
20. If one day your best friend falls in love with the guy/girl you are deeply in love with, what would you do?she is my best friend?she know that i am in love with him why would my best friend do something like that to me.so i will have to consider if she is realy my true friend
21. Are you missing anyone right now?yea i him miss truckloads

WILL YOUUUU
1. get more than 5 piercings ? - i wan numb myself again i wan more the 5 piercing
2. curse a friend ? - HAHAHAHA
3. Hit someone that offended you ? - dont remember doing that.
4. cheat to win ? - depends
5. Sacrifice the person you love ? - define love?
6. hug a strager ? -a person i jus knew for a half a dae?
7. sneak out at night alone ? - hahaha.yea did it before.4 in the morning
8. Join fear factor ? - yeah too bad i'm still underage
9. work for donald trump ? - yeahh.the high life.
10. Marry someone you dislike for 5m dollars ? - my dream of becoming a tai tai.unless he is a dancer den yeah!
11. try summoning a ghost for fun ? - nope and nvr. i am really scared of ghost
12. try alcohol ? - did it alreaaady
13. cut your hair ? - yeahh


IN THE LAST 24 HOURS
cry:yea a few drop?
worn jeans: Nope
met someone:My brother
done laundry:nope
went hungry:i am right now
talked on phone: Yep
said i love you: Nope
DO YOU BELIEVE IN...
yourself:not really
your friends:yep
tooth fairy: No haha
destiny/fate: yeah
ghost: uhuh!
UFO: no
FRIENDS AND LIFE..
do you ever wished you had another name:haha yeah.HAHA
do you like anyone:uhuh
which of your friends acts most like you: dunnoe all of them?
when you cried the most who was there: my foods
what's the best feeling in the world: talking to him and laugh like mad
what's the worst feeling in the world: like yest night.i even cry and binge myself :(
what time is it now: 12.44pm
WHICH IS BETTER
chocolate or vanilla: vanila..
coke or pepsi:pepsii
love or lust: lust.love dont really exist
Mac or KFC: BOTH i like foodieeeee
single or group dates: single
Adidas or Nike: nike
Lipton tea or Nestea: yucks?
Do YouSMoke: maybe?
curse: When someone piss me off
take a shower: yeahh
have a crush: is that wat it is call?
you've been in love: nope lke wat i say it is not love too young
like school: yeahh.talk crap, go high, make teahcer piss off. wat more can you ask?haha
to get married: maybe i wan be tai tai
believe in yourself: yeah
In The Past Month
drank alchohol: dont think so
to the mall: yeah
been on stage:Nope
eaten sushi: Yes
dumped: Nope
gone skating: Nope
dyed your hair:Nopee
Have You Ever...
played a stripping game: Nope
changed who you were to fit in:maybe
you're hoping to get married:all i'm asking is to become a tai tai(: jahaa
SEVEN people you want them to do :Anyone


rainy dae make me sad and cold and alone
HELOOW CHYNA!! hhaahha
din sleep a wink since yest night
think too much i guess i am freezinggg cold!

delete my post i think only chloe saw it.
no more mrs dengsiao ping
i delete you off in everthing
if you are reading this and it is you
i will galdly tell you when you call or msg me :)
so now fcuk off yeah

alone at home again.raining yeahhh nice time for me to take a walk.i fancy rainy daes.i like going out when it rain and just looking at ppl face.some how i think alot of ppl glow when i rain.i noe rubbishh.so din go out much slack around.went back home yest around 8++ yeah.i jus slack around :) .

i love you with your disguise
you proven that love is blind.
there are no answer like mine.
to stop the tears frm my eyes
now eveything look like black and white.

you will nvr love me
and this is something i cant forvive

ANS DEM AS WHAT COMES TO YR MIND1ST !
1.Cigarette:stupid shit will come up
2. friends:- mwackgang barn yard and my besttie?
3.Relationships: it will nvr last
5. Power rangers: i like the pink one
6. Marijuana: is it drug?
7. Crack: crack wat?
8. Food:i loveeeeeeee everything luh
9. Love:dengsioaping?
10. War: japan?
11. Car: a red car?
12. Gas Prices: exxx
13. Halloween: blood
14. Bon Jovi: have a nice dae
15. Religion:i been asking mom to send me go reglious class?
16. MySpace: dont have
17.Worst fear: beeing alone i a dark place
18. Marriage: wont last
19. Fashion: i dont know
20. Brunettes: i heard thos word before jus cant recall when
22: Work: somewhere not in singapore
23: Past time:sleeping and eating?
24: Football:ask my father or brother?
25: One night stands: hookerrr!!!!!!
26: Pet Peeve: wat??
27. Pixie Stix: huh ?
28. Vanilla Ice Cream: with mints
30: High school: a start of somthing new
31: Pajamas: dont wear anymoree
32. Wood: grass
33. Surfing: i wan learnt
34. Pictures: spaticss ones
35. First Love: nvr know wat loves mean

been daes since i went out with anyone yeahh i been stoning at home yeah
been too lazy and out of mood to do anything jus to sleep and eat and watch tv!! hahha yeahh blahblahblah so last sat bro friends came yeah alot of them hahah omg they are so funny luh making lame ass joke to each other yeahh HAAHH yeah bro gf was here to my sister in law?? hahahah she is a nursssssse yeahh mom sae he pick a nurse cos he dun wan to take care of them so he got someone else taking care of them blahblahblah yeahh she is pretty but i jus dunnoe wat she see in him??lolls yeah??wat do she see in my bro .dun wan to see any one else suffer in those hand oh well her mistake wat!!! so sat i crash at my aunt huse cos she came over ask me if i want to stay over and blah hahahah den parents pick me up of sundae and we went ppl huse yeahh and we kind of stop at tampinis(sp) place there cos we got time to kill yeah!!oh there this i dunnoe wat place at there serve a really nice nachos fries yeah!i wan to go there and jus eat those thing.went my grandpa which i dun really noe but he is a nice man yeah!!he is really nice i heard frm dad that he is a retire principle or smthing yeah!!he can speak english really fulently and he noe alot of stuff yeah!!he is so darnnn nice luh hahaha if only he did not retire and i would go his school yeahh!!blah i am talking crap cos there is nnthing much which i can blog hahhaha btw i went ahmad.make me wan to cry hahah i was laughing so hard yeahh with his english and stuff and telling each steps on how he play rubgy that dae!!!HAHAHA darnnnn funnyy yeahh.i think it is kind of cool that some guys frm my pri school meet up during rubgy match cos of thier same passion HAHAH yeahh i jus love reading on how he think he that there is a BIGGER GUY THEN HIM hahaah lame luhh

i just need my peace.i dont want to be with anyone.time will tell.
the dark alley is perfect for me

you are my perfect joy
everthing seem right
it is so sureal
there is a sparkel inside of me
but eveything is gone


my sorrow for this days
i turn to food to comfort me
eventhough i am really darn full
i really grew fatter
eu seem to avoid me





where are eu when i need you most