blah blah blah

just go home from work :D heheh for a few days cos my aunty has her work and i am her PA :D

so on sat was lke boring crap i wanted to die lar.my foot have a diffrent shape after i remove the heels.i thought yest time was slowwww

okie den today was not bad as i dint wear heels i wore shoes it dint hurt but it make me hard to walk due to the sides and i meet a lot of intersting people too :D who is older then me they talk to me cos they think i look nice and spatic really spatic?wtf right laar

they are nice and make me think that it is alright to be wat i am now i mean talking to them is like talking to someone i know for lke a few years already like laily i could speak to her about the moon and we connect and make me realise wat the use of beeing in love, i mean if you are in love but you dont tell the person for wat right ?

so in short everyone i meet smoke and is a workholic and they think it it perfectly fine :D

hahahah

and my cat gave birth to 3 small kitten the size is small then the ruleer lar :D

anyway if you think if having a pet cat can give me call:D

i will post their pic when i have the time

In the end, i'm still by myself /

i hate the fact that everything is not going my way

fcuk that maths test

fcuk that long mly homework lar

and mid year in 4 more days and i am watching prince turing into a frog lar

i dunnoe wat is my problem

i think my hair is like so fcuk and i am telling myself it will grow but part of me like it

argh i dont care lar i need to study frm tmr even if it take me the whloe day

i think there is a bluebalck at my rib cage there as it is hell pain as i was touching it just now

okie now the 25th espisod then i will stop :D

cut my hair.
this time by a really cute hairdresser :D
but his skill was lke not that good
nvm hair will grow
nafa was horrible cos it suck lke shit
cos pull up i only did lke 9 and shit and reach my worst and the standing broad jump i fell flat n the mat and it hurt lke shit.nvm i will go take the retest i wonder if i wan to do my 2.4 i wan to get like a 15 or somthing like that :D
den after school went towing i wasted like 4 hours.
saw them smoke meet up with dora then jasmin
walk around there
den helo jasmin find clothes and i dint know wat she like as i nvr shop with a really lian before
she dont wear tshirt she wear clothes frm blossom?
hurs but it was alright tho.den head home den call had a hair cut :/

school was crazy cos the class room block was only

open around 6.40 there and the main office was close.

den assembly mrs tan talk to us and it motivate me on how much i love this school

and my unifrom and i dont want to change the uniform.

lesson was okie and it was boring lke hell

and i was having flu throught out the whloe day

mly paper was hell diffuclt lar fucking crazy!

den after school headed to kap and there meet up with bridget ama abigail and some other random people.cant study there cos we are not allow to study so tdy wasted doing nnthing.

so watied for chyna there and den head to cold storage and went around

den head home.

oh the stupid killer in america is so ETEWtfe i feel lke killing him

i mean why cant he kill himself first den he would save lke 32 others life lar

and i know one life cant brought up with money and those whom he kill is

people who is going to be a somebody or already sombody already.

and i am luck to find that sinagpore school is at least save.

and how someone virginity cannot just be brought like that i mean it is pricelesss

and how a girl lose hers at 9 and i think she dont even know it.

wat a world we live in human became monster :(

the world is really back

school was alright
den class was alright except for last period maths lar
since mrs khoo is our form tutor she was upset about us getting a D twice already
and then CWO with the teachers the next time we get D.
den i think i said too much lke not my job to pick the litter and stuff she made me tape my mouth lar so i had a tape in my mouth which was my first time i had it hahhah


after school went to woodland lib with chloe and nad
after a long time i went out with that friend of mine
ahem she busy wat with someone! hahaha
den studied and had dinner theere
told her about the plan about wat me and chloe decide to do during holis

after that meet mom and bro at causeway point
bro got a new phone :( which is sleek and nice lar
den had dad dinner again his birthday today and i dint know it lar
but i was lke need to eat and my stomach was lke going to burst
tmr i wont eat anymore


wat was yest all about?
it was so personal
hey hey you you
i really dont like your girlfriendfriend

school was alright
class won debate :D
maybe speaking infront of people for somthing real is nerve racking.
but it was alright for an unprepare one :)
english was a free period so did mly hw
show and tell for mly
i dunno how to pronounce some words?
but my teddy was the highlight of the day

my one last love
♥♥♥

hahha
omg suddendly i dunnoe how much i miss internet hahaha
but i wont be online alot of time due to exams comming
so hahah yeah i'll blog about the mrs koh that time

last two week was lke a bloody bad week lar
i thought you went out of my mind
i thought i was so over you
when i saw you with your new girl
i must say i was jealous
my heart pounded lke it wanted to went out
my mind was blank den i realise that
you were alwalys in my heart
maybe i still love


so i was just at my row standing playing around with the sky during devotion
so den she stands beside me lar say i need cut my hair okie i just go in the toilet when its my turn to cut my hair

my leg was moving non stop,i was even crying lar i dunnoe why den the hairdresser snip off my hair ! god dam i was so angry she ask me to stop moving but i continue moving
den she ask hairdresser to cut it shorter i was lke fuck arhs so i went out and lke stomp out lar
den she ask me wait outside for her so i waited
she ask me
mrs koh:you still have the cheek to storm out?
i keep quiet lar
mrs koh she say about me humiliting her as i still my leg when she cut my hair so i was lke
wat the hell lar so you dint humilited me when you cut my hair infront of them ?
mrs koh:you are in the wrong yet you are shouting at me ?
me: the school cut my hair lke a few weeks lar den they want to cut it agian?
i shouteed at her
den we went on an on it was all screaming at each other even her husband look at us lar
den mrs krist kwok talk to me and ask me to chill down cos i was lke fuming and wanted to shouted at her bitch you fucking cut my hair i even say i was sorry lar and because of chloe who manage to convince mrs koh that she will take care of me.she let me go back class!my god how i wanted to punch her
on the way to class with chloe she told me that she tell mrs koh that i dont look at the mirror as when i go out with her i just wash my hand and straight went out lar!hahah dumb lar


today was fun
international friendship day
gage brown won!YAYA
den went out with namirah,atiqah,yasmin,matesha,yunhi,after school hell it was fun!:D

long time since i blog

in comp lab 1 blahhh

home broadband the ruether(sp) is lke so fuck up

the internet person coming on friday i think

this whole month have been so wtf

alot of things happend

dam i hate that mrs koh

but think about it i am happy that i should at her :D

if only she was pregnent

i am not being mean here lar she is lke being a bitch to me

will blog the whole thing when i get a new rether(sp)

i am so lazy to tag reply my tagbox :D

i miss everyone :D

Ps: Yasmin Rocks!

Matessha Too!

Nisa too!

Atiqah also!