hey okie tmr is eoy haiis it is lke bloody fastt cannn
okie class was boring the hell out of me den i slp at lke some classes
maths test i dun even study cos i was errm doing something which i should not do
then after that mr low came late he thought our lesson was lke the next period
blahblha mt i was reading up a bookk i was hook on the book i am read the book till the end i can finished one book in a dae ahaha
den i wnt town wiff joyce daryl and chloe
joyce and daryl wnt somewhere while me and chloe bought some stuff yea i bought stuff chloe bought a box yea den after getting the stuff that we want we wnrt back home yea we went for lke 2 hours only and then left yea in the train i was reading up that book and chloe was sleeping cant blame her we cary all our book go there.
den i sae cikgu azna hahha yea she look hawt i think she is heading to town i jus smile lolls
den i wnet backk home and here blogging XDD
english tests tmr mugging

english was borningg blahblah dennn recess mrskho found me hahahah at lasttt after playing hide and seek okie so she won hhhahaha her prize scolding me hahahah actually i want to run awayyy den she shoutedddd "MAHERAAAA'' deng dennnng
mrskho''you wanted to run away from me?''
me'' no la i jus go canteen by tat way''
mrskho''den no need run away''
me''-smiling''
mrskho''look at ur hair''hahaha and she countinue hahahah blahblah
den had dancce examm dun really noe the steps den anyhow do she sae it was good hahaha
SCEINCE hahahah damm ass hahahha so mrlow ask us some so call iq question den nisa hahahha wan to answer hahah aas eu noe that nisa was mrs low hhahahah the whloe class make nosiesss hahahha denn she got it wrong den i ask mrlow if mine explaintion was right so he ask me draaaaw den that sii meife wtfff she dammm watttt MISTRESSS no plssss hahaha when i was drawing the digram i was lke pfttt hahhah i nearly saeee wtf infront of the whloe class and mr low was beside me hahahah meife there will be ur chanceeees


town wiff dora and chloe
hahahh nice actaully we went esplanade first hahaha yea hahha den we crap there so sian we suggest we hit town so went towinggg hahhaa poor guy at cine we ask he loads of crap question hahaha not relevnt saying the book is fakeeeeee HHAHAHA the guy is superrr funny he lke craping hahaha cos got death book
so he told all of us that eu write the name then the person die within 40 sec den i was lke real annot cos death note is movie wattt HAHAHHA den i was lke i wan reall one why eu selling me fake stuff ahhahaha he is dran funny keep asking him why death stuff he sell dun work
he sae if really work he keep it to himselffff hahaha pftt den he wan my name so he can write it down hahahah PFTT still sae the watch is really hahahah HE IS SUPER FUNNY hahahah
okie so chloe play paraaa and i din noe cos i in unifrom
i will play on somedae hahaha okie okie so after that dora show us her PARA movesss HAHAHA darnnn funny
and eu noe wat i got bully by them
they were lke bullying me and ganging up on me PFTT
haha so went backk home and nw darn tireddd hahahaha
haiis i dunnoe wat to sae is lke i keep thinking i am seeing eu i dunooe whyy wiff ur stnic galll
haiis i dunnoe why i am feeling that why i dunnoe i am not sure if it is more then that okie so i will forget bout eu cos me and eu are lke nnthing unlike eu noe who i took lke a whlloe 2damm fucking yearss but he came backk and left me again i was drann dumd i dunnoe haiis maybe nw it is not the time yet so nw i shall study and study no more playing and chloe wat bout SRIOUSE NO GOING OUTTT HHAHAHA
yea i saw our senior holding hand wiff him boyfriendddd not bad watttt !!!

lolls school tdy hahaha okie i guess
mr ang lesson poor thing he walk off pftt
sorry my ang
my class can work together hahaha yea that song
in the morningg eu noe they show us the eletrical bill lolls
hhahha for wattt yea we spenddd a lot and it keep rising alot everyyeaar
lolls okie okie
mr low lesson darnnnn funny he yeaa hahaha he lke to nag too
so blah blahblah mrsLOW hahaha yeaa nisa hahaha lolls
cannot stop laughing lke mad
yeaaa my life is so fcuk up haiis i dunnoe
i wan numb my feeling
i really do i wan peirced i wan cut i wan...

helloow XDD
i love my dearrr LOLLS
relli i do <33
HAHHAHA okiees so i try ver hard studyinggg yeaa really hard but nnthing came into my brain except him yea it been daess since he last msg me
haiis me sad? no sure happi for him yea i am
lolls okie so i am bored really boreddd yeaaaa
blog song not emo anymore so i am not emo LOLS
only if someone would ever try to lisent to me here wat i habe to saee haiiss
okie i wan to slp realli
i am tiredd
haha aokiee
much love to my barn yard andd dear and muckz gang andd my meiis XDD
LOLLS eyes very pain feel lke crying who wan be my sholderr??
I NEED ONEE REALLY BADD
hahahaha

shoopinnnggg in the end brought backk nnthing for me home eventhough bought a lot ogof stuff none is minee!! pftt i wass darn piss wiff everyone cos nnthing i lke realli.i dunnoee why.maybe nnthing i really lke cos we nvr went bugis street we jus went half of the town i was piss caaan i was lke wat the hell to everroneee.nvr mind tmr shopping again and it is for me MINE DAEEE i was piss den i was at OG den shane call me up XD lolls yeaaa hahahha he was boredd and we sort talk crap hahahha yeaaa crap den i hung up cos i wanted to take somthing home but nnthing fancy me!! !$%$^%
den blahblahblah went to alot of placee buy buy but not mine pftt not tat piss cos it was my fault i was talking moree having more intrested in my phone den anything else XD
my lame funny pathetic friend HAHAH damm dumd larr AHAHAH
got to slp nw cos tmr wake up at 3 to study and eatttt HAHAHA
no more cursinggg!! no more dam words
i am lke crazy over this song In The Air Tonight by Phil Collins
darnn niceee the word

helllloooo i noe i sae i wont update but i did lolls so wat eu going to do?
HHAHA kill me
lolls got my class pic hahahha i look so awaful yeaa
lolls yea blahblah
den i stay all the way till 3.30 den head to town yeaaaa HAHHAHA lolls
so went far eastt so we saw eu noe i noe he noe THEY dunnoe LOLLS
ggagaa yeaa he got my number lolls i was shock to find him therrrreee HHAHAH
not bad wat still hang there despite ur o level GAGAG yeaa
den walk msg walk mag den we went meet chloe mom den eat lolls jap place sorry my spelling is horrible yeaaa eat tons of food thank eu aunty hahhaha deeennn we eat ice creammma at hagiz daz sp? den aunty send me to mrt station and i took train and cab lolls 2.90 onlyyy
HAHAHAH yeaa.
going shoopinggggg shittt fasting season lolls hHAHAH haiss okie okie
nvr mind i consider it as diet lor
fasting=diet=slim xD

dora chloe and me hahaha we lame ppl XDD

okie EOY COMMING AND I still going out wtf wtf i sumpa i wont go out anymoreeee seriously i dun wand friendsss i wan my book after school realli i wan so bad hhaha i wan i wannn..

okie i really hear frm

someone that he is close wiff he have a gff yeaaa GF omg i was lke haiss i wan den i was lke mahera fcuk eu dun lke him eu realli wont if not eu will be in tearss den i try crying but no tears GAGGA so prove me wrong my heart XDD

pohjian is the wrold dumest person can hahhaha eu dun even have my number HAHAHA BALHHH HAHAHAH eu noe wat i wont tell eu eu noe i noe we both noe THEY DUNNNOE .
gagagag someone msg me on sat HAHAHAH i was lke screaming in the huse lke one mad womeN JAJAJA
hhahaha i was going higH HAHAHH REALLI HIGH lolls.heard that he have a gf thought haiss i dun care LOLLS yea EOY comming HAHAHA haiis i need to study .hhahah yea my last enty.YEAxDD bloody piss dunnoe why lar wtf.WHEN I NOE HE HAVE A GF I WAS LKE haHAHA i dunoe care realli i dunn i felt nnthing HAHAHA yea when he msg me i was lke wat the fuck he wan frm me lar BUTT DEN I GOT HIGHHH hahah eu noe wat i took two hours to reply his msg lar HAHAHA yea that time i gt backk frm dance and eu noe i was bathing and thinking of him yea i was LOLLS hahaha but he have a gf soo i cannot do anything lar HHAHAH yea i vcannot sae anything or wadever lar haiis HAHAHAH I DUN CAREEEE so my last post
will post after exam okie XDD
love eu all loadssssss HAHAHA ueaaaaaa AHHAHA

it been months in fact years and i still hold on to this feeling i had for u i noe u are the first ever guy that i fall in love wiff but i noe it is over and i still hold on to this typed of feeling for u and i thought after waht had happend last year i realli thought that i was over u but i was wrong i noes that i was stronger that this but look that i am not that strong.every time u step out of my life u keep comming back.and some dae i hope that u will come back to me and nvr leave my side ever

helllloow i chngae skin lolls i <33 it HAHAHA school kind of hard cos i was damm tired okie i wont blog till after my EOY loll.my hair neat sia lolls hhahha yea i had pin in my hair i was damm den nvr bring hp cos in morning i was in a rushhh realli i was lke all over the place haiis i have eye bag in the moring i was lke damm tired sleeping everywhere lolls hhHAHAH music was fun den art qutoe teacher i wan to go toilet you naught girls go toilet during my lesson HAHAH she sae she lke out class that teacher treat us lke we are 2 years old yea she sae we are the best class hahahha yea last best class ahhaha so bloody fake i realise that my art work i got lke gd marks hahahh eeventhougth i did anyhow hahaha okie okie
so nw i will study for the 3 weeks coomming lolls
HAHAH YEA
my last feeling
i am not missing eu XDD
relli love is gud but not for me HAHAHA yea
deng deng omg fridae i wan assembly but i noe dun have i dun wan chapel cos eu noe wat i later kena scolding cosss HHAHAHHA THAT TEAHCERRRRR FARKING HELL OKIE DEN I WILL GO CHAPEL XDD hahahha REALLI i dun have it i need to print it lar hHHAHAHA wat the beepp HAHAHH making me go rounds and nuts btw bridget jus found out bout audition HHHAHA not slow wat!!!hahahah
yeaaa MY <33 for my class and farm animal
my <33 for my dear chloe
my <33 for my chynaMEII
my <33 for my parents
my <33 for euXDD i noe eu dunnoe they also dunnoe
TAAT SEE UE LKE nxt months
i noe i will have temptation of using this thing
LOLLS

hhhahaha jus now was fun XDD
GYM AND STUDY me and chloe ran for 20 min non stop hahahh feel lke jelly den study study hahaha yeaa LOLS
class was boring except when we had to do our grp thing hahahah dance LOLLS yea
den mt test omgg i dunnoe i think i flunk it lolls
den science MRLOW hahaha he is damm arse lar put the baby doll at the chair den the thing lke stare at the whloe class den idiot can den blahblah hahha i havent hand up my form hahhah it is ms tan one i dun care i feel lke posting the post in my draf

HOMEEE

haiss i am backk home

deng it suck larr
dad is lke wtf not happi wiff wat ever i do
okie i try do housework and eu noe i at least try and den he was piss off wiff me cos i did not do it properly wat ur problem i dun noe hwww

okie den mom haioo she another one nagging at me lke nobody care.blahblahblah.

but i still love themm
HAHAH
BROTHER HE DID NOT MIISS ME AT ALLL he sae 'how come eu come backk home so earlyy'
wth omg i miss him and he did not sheshh got rot larrr

TMR IS MUSICAL EXAMATIONNN shit wat happend if i screw up big time i sometime got nervous infort of ppl who nvr see my act and sing i feel so weird omgg hhahahha
but i heard that dude is the type dun careeee HAHAHAH WILL HABE ONE FACE not happi neither saddd HAHAHAH

hahahah
para wiff chloe and wendy XDD
and movie damm lame lar
me and chloe laugh till madddd
HAHAHA
EVEN THOUGHT IT IS NOT FUNNY
HAHAHHA HW WEIRD

I WAND PARA
it is bloody addictive

okie i am going to admit it addictive hahahha i am not going to lie anymore
hahahah YEAA
FIRE WORKS SPARKSS OMGG
even thought i dun really recall
the worst+best party ??
HAHAHHA wiff ppl which i am not even close wiff somemoreeeee
xD
drunkenparty040906 xD

i will jus keep it to me cos he hav a stead
i mean lke i noe he<33 her that why xD
I AM NOT SELFISH xD
hahah i noe he dun really remember that is wat happend in a drunken party wAT
ppl do the crazyiest stuff and i did
and NNTHING REALLY HAPPEND pfft
but it is addictive

okie i dun care cos i noe they wont read
clarancelim DENGDENG

HAHAHHA DUN TELL ANYONE YEA I REMEMBER CANNNNNNNNN WTH
GHAGAHAH
PARA?
MOVIE?
HAHAHAH
MY <33>
LET EUU GO!!

HELLO
blahh PARTY OF THE YEARRRRR hahahaha yeaaa BLACK WHITE & RED xD

FUN FUN i wand another one xD blahh

dance dance drink drink den get drunk HAHAHA yea
i dun really remember wat really HAHAHAH HAHHA ALL I NOE PPL GOT DRUNK

ACE CAROLINE JEREMY WAS HAPPPPILY DRUNK
ME ALICIA AND CLARICE WAS HIGGGHHH DRUNK
CHYNA CHLOE AND SOME OF ACE FRIENDS WAS sad DRUNK hahaha yeaa

i was piss wiff chloe so i walk out of the place cos eu noe why i feel so piss i heard the same story for lke 12 months okie more then tat i was piss wit myself cos wat sort of friend am i? i cant help her resolve a small matter and i feel sorry for her but i was dump enough i really wand her to forget bout HIM but why cant eu jus do it i feel so dump that i cant do a simple thing for her haiss
i am really sorry
even wat happend me and chyna will be there for eu i noe it is not simple eu love him too much really too much but i dun wand to see eu suffer.this is life
learnt to accept wad had happend okie XDD

so after that i went towning wiff him XDD yea hahaha by that time i was feeling so high i dunnoe wat i did HAHAHA YEA so we walk and walk and walk HAHAHHA yea THANKIEESSS JAREL FOR THAT TIME hahaha i dun RRELLY REMEMBER WAT HAPPENDDDDD hahahah

SOS

Is anybody listening?
Can you hear me when I call?
I'm shooting signals in the air,'Cause I need somebody's help
I can't make it on my own,So I'm givin' up myself
Is anybody listenin', listenin'?
I've been stranded here and I'm miles away
Making signals hoping they would save me
I lock myself inside these walls'
Cause out there I'm always wrong
I don't think I'm gonna make it
So while I'm sitting here on the eve of my defeat
I write this letter and hope it saves me
[chorus:]Is anybody listening?
Can you hear me when I call?
Shooting signals in the air
'Cause I need somebody's help
I can't make it on my own
So I'm givin' up myself
Is anybody listenin', listenin'?
I'm stuck in my own head and I'm oceans away
Would anybody notice if I chose to stay here?
I'll send an S.O.S. tonight
And wonder if I will survive
How in the hell did I get so far away this time?
So now I'm sitting here
The time of my departure's near
I say a pray please, someone save me
Is anybody listenin'?
Can you hear me when I call?
Shooting signals in the air
I need somebody's helpI can't make it on my own
I'm givin' up myself
Is anybody listenin'?
[chorus]
I'm lost here
I can't make it on my own
I don't wanna die alone
I'm so scared
Drowning now
Reaching out
Holding on to everything I love
Crying Out
Dying now
Need some help
Is anybody listenin'?
Can you hear me when I call?
Shooting signals in the air
I need somebody's help
I can't make it on my own
I'm givin' up myself
Is anybody listenin'?

this is wat happend since i last blogg
shit my back still hurt lke madd
i think my grp is piss wiff me cos i didnt turn up
really really sorry
why wont ppl care no more
where do i stand ?
okie let talk bout teahcer dae
SAD he did not came wat the hell but i had fun wiff my gals XDD
yea okie yada meet teachersss my p6 mdm haslina HAHAHAH SHE IS SUPER SWEET LAR <33 her to bits HHAHA den i meet mdm rita ahahahha yea that teacher who wont let me do anything and favor on good student which is not me HAHAHbalh
den went under block den the guys smoke HAHAHA YEA DEN NEARLY GOT CAUGHT by the police den all of ran awayy HAHAHAH YEAAA evertime i go out wiff my school buddies the police will come after us whahahaha so dam jinx cannn HAHAH den i wnt find chloe and caroline hahahah wnt to PS den i meet ly and shuhada ahahah blahh damm sian den me and chloe and caroline went to sportlight caroline GOT A GRAPE ONE ONLY hahaah damm funny den wnt to harvy norman hahah me and chloe pick some stuff for ory huse HAHAHA YEA HAHAH DEN
walk walk walk hahahha
i gtg stomach hurting me