our ship lay on the orange sea the sun was setting but all of a sudden a salty spray brushed across my face the air crisp and i pausse the sea turned into a shimmering carpet swaying softely in the creeze if only.....
i was not a hostage if only he came back to me if only...if only .... i close my eyes trying to erase the painful memory of him....

school was alright everything was alright except my soul i wand to see him i wand to talk to him i was to sae that i still lke him
aall of that is jus a dream to me
i jus wand to bumb into u god where are u when i need u most?
i noe u are here but......

so yesterdae after school blah blah blah go out lor
den me and chloe an d nad went jp den we went to river
we were laughing so hard on the train lor
lols fun fun fun

hahahaha

tell u a story me and nad wand talking at the bus den all of a sudden got this ang mo guy near us lor den i sae to nad wat the fuck!!!
den the ang mo guy look at us so i was lke lol
so he alighted when i sae that
so we look behind as he look at us befor he alighted so he was lke pointing his middle finger
to us and all of us was lke laughing and chyna cannot stop asking the same thing again lor
lols x))

yosss!!!

hey hey well school okie lar the teacher all look so chim lor
all so fully mannered lor
haizx i jus ren mly class will be the class that i lke
so went back hme yesterday after pe as pe was my last lesson
wierd huh?
so meet chyna mei and nat after school lolls
went to jurong point and eat mei meet her friend lolls
den went back home do some stuff wif mom den i go out wiff mom
den i went back home


i watch dia and stuff before that i was lke studying
lolls fun hor

den i went to bed gosh since school started my life is lke up side down
le and i can slp jus lke that lor sian lor

haizx......
blood...??

heys!!!

hi hi
well school suck man it suck so much haizx

so tuesday suck

wed suck

thursday suck too

friday not bad as i go see doctor
so i went see him i was late by 15 min so i scan my card outside so i went to place where we wait so the sofa was so comfeyy i wand to slp lol gt air corn as i ran my life
so i heard a noise my no le

so went in see the doctor lol he is lke where is my mom
i was lke he remember me and my mom
he is lke okie okie
so he wand me to take pills but got side effect sia haizx
habe to take blood test sia i was lek huh
blood test ???

i was lke let me talk to my mom and he is i am not ready yet and can lke tell him
when i am haizx

so next month is the next check up and i dunnoe wat to sae nia side effect?? more problem??? getting better???
how?

so yest i was lke nvr go out and study the whloe dae i am shock coz i noe what i am studying man!!


so just nw i went out wiff parent lols yea again we went around town there too fun nia
had ice cream haizx my health suck sia suck so much i am lke haizx wat to do sia ??
i dun plan to tell people and since my blog gt pw so wat lor but the person who noe this thing dunnoe my password haizx jus let me die nw lar i cannot bear to suffer the pain!!!!
it suck so much

everything


school


my life

my health

wat more

this is lke painfull to me and i dunch dare to do anything

this is to my friend who sae bout me wanting to die is bullshit well wat do u think man bout me dying is bullshit ??

i am lke suffering man
to my friend who wand to die coz of thier love life
well i suggest u keep ur life as i wand mine badly but too bad i cannot habe it (maybe)
treasure ur life x))

heys!!!

hi hi
well school suck man it suck so much haizx

so tuesday suck

wed suck

thursday suck too

friday not bad as i go see doctor
so i went see him i was late by 15 min so i scan my card outside so i went to place where we wait so the sofa was so comfeyy i wand to slp lol gt air corn as i ran my life
so i heard a noise my no le

so went in see the doctor lol he is lke where is my mom
i was lke he remember me and my mom
he is lke okie okie
so he wand me to take pills but got side effect sia haizx
habe to take blood test sia i was lek huh
blood test ???

i was lke let me talk to my mom and he is i am not ready yet and can lke tell him
when i am haizx

so next month is the next check up and i dunnoe wat to sae nia side effect?? more problem??? getting better???
how?

so yest i was lke nvr go out and study the whloe dae i am shock coz i noe what i am studying man!!


so just nw i went out wiff parent lols yea again we went around town there too fun nia
had ice cream haizx my health suck sia suck so much i am lke haizx wat to do sia ??
i dun plan to tell people and since my blog gt pw so wat lor but the person who noe this thing dunnoe my password haizx jus let me die nw lar i cannot bear to suffer the pain!!!!
it suck so much

everything


school


my life

my health

wat more

this is lke painfull to me and i dunch dare to do anything

this is to my friend who sae bout me wanting to die is bullshit well wat do u think man bout me dying is bullshit ??

i am lke suffering man
to my friend who wand to die coz of thier love life
well i suggest u keep ur life as i wand mine badly but too bad i cannot habe it (maybe)
treasure ur life x))

hey the year 2006 suck big time for me
it really do i hate this fucking year the teacher everything lor
it suck so much that i wand to die

1st so bored sit at hall for some crap talking den i went back home wif chloe mei
2nd there is nnthing bahhs
3rd that is tdy after school i go back home stright sia so guai lor

shit lor i hate my life so bad lor i really do i jus wand to get the fuck out of the school but too bad cannot lor
haizx every is is going thier own way

i hardly see my meis lor lke shit can
i feel so sucky can
all of this is jus crap thing
fuck fuck fuck fuck i hate my life
really do

this year i jus a year which i am so going to hate
going to school will be a burden to me man

btw gt a new vp and she is lke werid can
u noe she is not the one who is lke scold people coz lke very rude
she scold coz we are not loud enough
and no energy
it is so funny can?

haizx i miss the old time
fuck off can

hey been a long time since i update this thing okie okie
so now it is 2006 yea !!! okie maybe not i better not get happi bout thhis or anything
so tdy is the 2nd of jan 2006 and tmr is school yeapps??for sure i am not excited or anything coz i really wish that my life was lke last year so carefree recape of last year

class rumor was bout mr low and poorani all started coz of his neck love bite frm her lols
me got a whloe lot of mei which i love them to death
me and chloe writing love letters to each other
me and nadirah do nnthing during lesson lke for maths lesson we will be talking den the rest will be in lala land
me and nat during mly lesson hell fun coz we will lke jus talk the whloe dae as we dunch lke that mly teacher the 1st mly teacher i dunch really lke
me using handphone at class
writing poem
thinking of guys!!!!
my love life is so sucky coz this year longest was only lke 45days only and the shortest was lke only 7days long
me and chloe go i dunch noe where after school and jus habe fun
me started playing para2
me playing bb


the changest that i wand

me at class started paying attention
me get better grades
me no more lke an idiot at class
me no more lala land
me get into better shape
me no more stomach pain
me started eating right !!!
me being healthy
me no more tv
me going out wiff chloe or chyna or anyone but this time is to study
me will not stay out late
me no more party
me no GUYS in my life!!!!unless my love life is lke nad
more better grades
and hopefull cikgu nora will not be my mly teacher
and will started having fun of the yeaar
and this should not die out so fast and i have to follow wat i jus wrote x))

happy schooling guys!!!!