hey hihhhhhhhhhhh been a while since i blog hahahha okie there been much drama hahahah
okie school started hahaha nt bad wat. been going back home straight dunnoe why i nvr go out hhahahah it seem that i jus dun habe enough time for a lot of time i mean doing my work and getting hook on the tv hahhaha theere been much drama show hhahah
so last sat was alyssa party hahaha kind of fun i guess jump jump shout shout screem screem dance dance drink drink and more and MORE DRAMA yea hhahahah okie nw i have to do a mly compo and i dun have a clue wat i have to write i mean the words cannot even express it in mly hahahha nxt time i should have my emo in mly insted of english




eu wanded to break down when eu saw me
wat the hell lar
i dunnoe if u are going to read this
but i m sorry if i cause eu to feel that way
i noe eu are sorry over wat eu have done
i forgive eu
but some hw i feel that eu dun feel Remorse at all
who doest wand thing to be lke last time
eu think i lke it marhs?
eu think i lke losing someone mahrs?
i dun wand ti to drag on and on
maybe things will heal
maybe it won't
seriously i realli miss having all of those time
but nw i'm not sure xD

hey hahaha i update gosh tdy fun fun hahah i guess hhaahhaha well only a weekk left hwww??i mean of school holidaes im happi tat we are going backk to school but my school wook arzz hahahah nvr i alwalys manage all in the last min hahahah dun bother hahahah

okie so jus nw went backk school in the MORNING tired sia i yet slp for lke 24 hrs hauss hahahaha gosh hahaha i dunnoe crap lar went eat mac den nad and alyssa was lke telling me all sort of ways people eat funny can hahahah the sioa lar hahahha on the way to mac we saw a dog me and nad was lke freak out i was lke there are lke 2 dog on is big and one is small and the BIG one happend to walk out path which was lke on the left i think hahahaha den we were lke omg omg hahhahha but the owner was lke nice and sort of lke making the dog not comming close to us hhahaha nice
so we eat hotcakes den we went up and saw some toys hahaha wanded to buy one for alyssa for her bdae hahahha nice wat hahhaha yea den alyssa bought kiss for some one hhahah but after that we eat it hahhahah
den we meet wiff this guy asking us something very fast one dunnnoe wat he talking den after a while we figure it out that he wand to noe where is the busstop and it was lke taaking us forever to understand hahhaha luck he noe how to sae something which started wiff B hahahah worst if he cannot sae B hahahah
den went backk school saw gb gal doing drill hahhaha nice there was even bb hahhah
den went lib but after that we all went our way

i went meet edora hhaahha we went lib hahahaha wanded to stuy but the first time i did nt lar i nvr bring anything agagaagaga den blahblahblah oh yea i read one book vry nice one forget the tittle hahahah is bout a guy who can talk to spirt hahahah

den farahin came hahahha we went to took pic hhahahha we freaking siao lar hahhaah but during that time i was lke really dead beat i jus wanded to drop deead on the floor hahahaha

den aunty call me ask me do i dunnoe wat stuff for her hahahha but cannot the stupid thing hahahha den after that we go eat at kfc hhahhaha gosh im fat hahahah SOMEONE SAE THAT IM WAHLAO I AM LKE FREAKING GOING ON A DIET SOWELL I HEARD I WONT BE EATING TILL I SEE MY STOMACH GOES LKE DENISE KELLER OKIE?SO PEOPLE NO FOOD FOR ME DUN ASK ME GO HAVE LUNCH AND BLAH BLAH BLAH HHAAHHAH

okie nad i will update hahahhax))
okie been a while since i blog okie wad up wiff my life
i dunnoe some how i think i am scared
i dunnoe maybe tmr i could die god might take my life jus lke that
i dunnoe maybe god wand me backk and returned to him
im scared that might happend to me
im am scared to go to the doctor to find out
so wat happend if it is really true
so wat happend if i will die
so wat will happend to me
somehow to people around me saing that they hate life and saeing that they rather be dead well i suggest cherish it seriously i wand to live i fear death seriously i fear it will be worst down there i dunnoe i m not sure
everytime i see blood flow out i jus cannot help myself think that i will be dead soon and wont live that long
i jus dunnoe maybe nw it is time for me to repent and start living life
somehow i jus cannot be scared out of it
somehow if god wand to take my life so be it he is the one who make me and the only one who can take me away
maybe might be the last post

okie aside wiff it nw lets talk bout nat
okie she is leaving us
gosh i dunnoe if i wand to cry or laugh
well she call me after i jog
saeing it some how i got a lot to sae but i dunnoe should is sae it annot
i am not sure haiis i dunnoe if this will go on
seriously i dun wand it to happend
i mean eu dunnoe wat will happend the nxt min of ur life
so nw wat???



drama drama drama

heys!!! been a whlie since i blog x))
had camp fun dragon boating and more stuff hahhaha but den i hurt my arm freaking pain hahahah.blahblahblah
nw is the school holidaes hahhaha well some how i wand school coz i been eating alot alot i tell eu hahhaha had loads of ice cream hahahah and this holidae been think of the past and i noe i jus can't let it go hhahahhahha

gosh i thought that i had a lot to blog bout but i was wrong i have nnthing to blog gosh okie nw i wand to watch tv x)) hhahahaha
i wand go dancing class hhahahah
hhahaha been asking mom to put me into loads of class


i jus can't let the pass go nw as i read it i jus felt hw stupid i was during that time and hw i wish that i knew earlier so i won't let it go
all rite.pass midnite.usually i wud turn more emotionally.goddamit i hate to breathe pass midnight.
okkay.i miss her.i wnt to hear u.ur voice, its addictive.

frm the way i see.ure running away frm me.am i a monster?pls.even if i am a monster,a monster has a damn heart.

till the sun dun shine and till the heaven burst!