if u love somebody
could we be this strong
i will fight to win
our love will conquer all
wouldn’t reach my love
even just one night
our love will stay in my heart
my heart

linkin park awesomee yeah
i dunnoe yeah songs which i nvr heard before
and so is eveanescence songs all of them frm thier album
yeahh hahaha lolls
so i cannot blog anythingg cos i din do anything jus watch tv and eat
yeahh one two hill yeahh that is the only thing i did
cant slp cos i have so much energy with me and i am dying to use them
so tmr the plan is canclled i dunnoe why so means tmr
nnthing to do again
omgg i miss studyingg why dun they let us have a holidae before exams wont it be better.
fuck me inside out pls.boreddd la
tmr go disturp chloe she will be out by 8 in the morningg
yeah that earlyy ahaha fun wat!!


the dae before yest
yest
today
tmr
it wont ever happend again now i noe wat it meant

"Carousel"
She can't hide no matter how hard she tries
Her secret disguised behind the lies
And at night she cries away her pride
With eyes shut tight staring at her inside
All her friends know why she can't sleep at night
All her family asking if she's alright
All she wants to do is get rid of this hell
Well all she's got to do is stop kidding herself
She can only fool herself for so long [x3]
I'm too weak to face me(she can only fool herself)
[chorus]
I never know just why you run so far away, far away from me [x2]
When it comes to how to live his life he can't be told
Says he's got it all under control
Thinks he knows it's not a problem he's stuck with
But in reality it'd be a problem to just quit
An addict and he can't hold the reins
The pain is worse cause his friends have it the same
Tries to slow down the problem he's got
But can't get off the carousel until he makes it stop
He can only fool himself for so long [x3]
I'm too weak to face me(he can only fool himself)
[chorus x2]
Fly with me under the wings I gave you,Try to be closer to me and I'll save you [x2]
[chorus x4]

i only wish eu would nvr told me bout this

i wan another drunken party with not the same ppl hahah cos eu noe wat i noe happendd xD i wan get really crazy and do dumd stuff hahha i am boredd nnt going out tdy i am jus staying at home till someone or chloe really wan me go findddddddddddddddddddddddddd hahahhahaha

jus got back home bugising and towing wiff dora and chloe boo hoo chyna dun wan go
hahah yea we went shopping yeahh i bought stuff at bugis not town i dun really find bugis stuff that nice but i bought stuff hahaha YEAAAA!! blahblha yeahh darnn tireddd plss hahhah den went town went cine play para den i went back meet mummy for dinner XDD yeahh i nvr eat for the whloe dae den meet mummy eat. den backk home. whoa 2 hours of standing in heels can make me faint. dengdeng!!


i'm in self denial
i miss his present in my life
If really love somebody
i will let them go
for if they return
they will be mine
And if they don't
they were never mine....


i'm not missing eu

I lie awake at night
See things in black and white
I've only got you inside my mind
You know you have made me blind
I lie awake and pray
That you will look my way
I have all this longing in my heart
I knew it right from the start
Oh my pretty pretty boy I love you
Like I never ever loved no one before you
Pretty pretty boy of mine
Just tell me you love me too
Oh my pretty pretty boy
I need you
Oh my pretty pretty boy I do
Let me inside
Make me stay right beside you
I used to write your name
And put it in a frame
And sometime I think I hear you call
Right from my bedroom wall
You stay a little while
And touch me with your smile
And what can I say to make you mine
To reach out for you in time
Oh my pretty pretty boy I love you
Like I never ever loved no one before you
Pretty pretty boy of mine
Just tell me you love me too
Oh my pretty pretty boy
I need you
Oh my pretty pretty boy I do
Let me inside
Make me stay right beside you
Oh pretty boy
Say you love me too
Oh my pretty pretty boy I love you
Like I never ever loved no one before you
Pretty pretty boy of mine
Just tell me you love me too
Oh my pretty pretty boy
I need you
Oh my pretty pretty boy I do
Let me inside
Make me stay right beside you

going out later wiff chyna chloe and maybe dora
DORA are eu slping. pig lar
chnage song again yeaa pretty boy eu noe i noe wat i meann
lolls

i somtime dun get it what eu mean
i noe i am not the one
but i dunnoe wat eu pointing to
get hurt again and again is no fun
waiting and waiting is no fun either
i'm jus sick to wait
and den then get hurt
i been almost a good dam year
that i am trying not to fall in love
but i dunnoe wat make me fal for eu
but i guess eu dunnoe how i feel
will everthing change if i master the courage to tell eu?
i hoping there will be a dae
but when will the dae come
i guess never

i have to stand by chloe cos i think enough is enough la
wat is lke the darn problem wiff nat
yeahh she is not talking bout us ;)
she din blog bout us??RIGGGGHHHHHTTTTTTT
she might be cleverer then me but i aint stupid
i wasnt born yest
i think it is jus uncool.

last dae of school yest wanted to come late but all of them are in school
yeahh suppose to have meeting at 7.
came slightly late den hahah i saw smile of my friendss
i realise that i miss them truckloadss hahaha
yeahh den went over to them
yeaaa wat a meeting for us wit ppl who is not our date and who is neither in the grp ;)
din see chyna she came late i suppose den i was so piss that i walk off wat do eu except??
fuck right??
den i join my barnyard blahblahblah fuck if eu think i have attitude ;)
lucky din have sport check ;)
if not i will be standing infront at the podiam
so nxt year means longer skirt arsee lar
den class washing up and taking photo lollsssss
yeaahhh loads of them them
play around with the spray thing XDD hahha ran aroundd the level
got report book dun wan sae bout it
i fail the compo which i thought i always pass yeah i wrote bout hahaha eu noe and i fail i thought i pass cos overall for eng i pass so i fail i got 13/30 ??for the compo so now i wont write love story anymoreeee hahaha yeahh wan read my story ??yeahh the paper is lke crumple up hahha i wan darn piss den after school went diana place
OMGGGGGGGGGG her huseee which is a HDB huse look more lke a HDB the desgin is niceee i think her parents have good taste too so we eatt and watch movie eye 10 lolls scarry and funny actually not realli they laugh i laugh bridget cannot go to the toilet cos she is too scared lolls yeah den we play pool her huse got a pool table lar??wth!! her huse larr niceeee hahha yasmin have her own way of playing darn cute lar yunhi is so pro so is bridget hahaha amalina is darrn funny lar and diana she is a pro she own that thing wat??
hahaha den play play walk to mrt and took train and head home with them
wanted to meet chloe but she is sleeping at home!!din wan to wait cos she will take forever so head homeee
show my dad the papers and the report book.darn piss.he is older then me that why the paper is easy for him wanted to kill him larrrrr.he is happi for me so blahblah.yeahh but i got piss with him later again,din show him the compo paper not cos i fail but cos it was a story which dun make sence HAHAHA lame larrrrrrr

cousin going i dunnoe where later flight at 12
aunty still in japan??come backk and buy me nice stuff
come backk home saftly

okie din go school XDD lolls
tmr last dae in school everything seem so sureal
it jus pass quickly i cannnnot beleive it
in a flash
can time stop now i dun wan leave my confort zone with them
am i going to stared a fresh with those mt bitch i pray i will stick to barn yard okie god help me
hahhah i am going miss all of eu XDD will blog bout it tmr yeaa more meanful hahha

met chloe went towning in heels darn painful hahaha den we went place bored bored so sit train and we talk thingss yea loadss a lot of thing hahhaha bout outing hahaha yeahh deng dengg we got supriseee yeaahh a good one XDD lolls denn i dunnoe have to pay lke 2 buck extra cos we sit frm marina to yishun and den frm yishun to marina den frm marina to yishun den yishun den backk home hahah yeaa it is not that long lar cos i was with chloe yeaahh him and him?? get bang a little bit??hahhaha sick got sickness lolls better shut up lar hahhaa den i had to pay cos i overboard or something hhahaha den i saw my mom hahah yeah wat luck hahah den i went causeway point wiff mom den buy thing ahahah
oh yest was alright hahha darn lame went grandma huse for a while which i meet once a yearr or somthing den went aunty huse hahahah yeaaa hahah yae stay for lke hours yeahh lisent to aunty and uncle talk bout paint and stuff hahaha den i dunnoe had famaily problem i suppose cos my unlce dun wan come my aunty huse cos of my cous which is lke in her 30s yeaa so sad den play wit my nephew yeahh he is lke one years old darnn cute he noes a lot of stuff nose cry swim and he cannot talk he noe a lot of stuff he even noe addidas brand hahah my nephew will habe an high class taste when he grow up ahahah dun worry aunty will buy stuff for you lols
wat am i talking bout??
lolls den after that went to i dunnoe who house yeahh blahblhab meet alot of ppl yeahh so my money will be in the bank i suppose this year hahhaha nvr i will make intrest lolls.

so tmr i will go backk school last dae i suppose heard that the new displine mistress is that mly teahcerr or somehting hahaha scarry cann she make ppl stand in front cos of short skirt hahah siao i am scared hahaha wear my long uniform hahha yeah

i am so sick
eu made my dae by calling me up
but i din pick up
it seem that eu noe wat am i writing in my post
are eu reading my blog?
if eu are reading my blog good den
wat in the hell did i do to eu to make eu so piss?
wat is ur problem??
i dunnoe it seem lke i din even do anything and eu are piss??
i cry of that msg i dunnoe why
cos i was scared and i was piss with eu
i really felt alone
maybe i was wrong bout eu i trust eu too much huh?
maybe i was too gulible..

take me away with eu
where ever eu wan me to be
i will awalys be there
maybe eu wont notice
but i'm hoping eu will
i will wait a million years
to hear eu sae
i miss eu


cos right now i missing eu

din blog for real for a time XDD busy
wed
so din go school on wed yeaa i was plain lazy denn i follow my mom go supermarket and get other stuff on the way i felt cold lke singapore having winter yeaa it was darn cold when i left the house.so i din go in the supermarket cos it was air corndition so i stay out under the sun so still feel cold so it was okie after a while den i saw my mom .my eyes started becoming blur yeaa i was lke am i going to die.it was super scarry darnn scarry.i was crossing the road den it jus became blur everything almost went black i was scareddd.den took cab felt better hahahah den i reach home slp den took temp 38.6 hahahah den took pills den slp

thur and today
went school den i nearly fainted in school too hahhah yea when i was at the parade ground lolls everything is blur denn it was cold lke winter evertime i fall sick something bad will happend to me yeaa so i thought that yea i fail my papers but i keep my hope high cos i noe i did it well. and i pass.but i din feel happi neither sad.did not feel anything.hahah maybe cos i was sick. my papers not bad the result.jus felt i could do it better.denn after school went kap wiff caroline acely chloe and charlean(sp?) yea crap there while waiting for joel.den chloe me joel and chralean went town meet dora and andy yeahh den blahblhablhab was borread.my first time going town after exam hahhaha. so sian den went marina pplay para XDD yeaaa i dunnoe how many round den cabb home XDD.
today get more paperss dun wan talk bout it.fight wiff some random mf bitch dun wan to mention it make me piss but i was proud wiff my class one for all,all for one.wahlao that ms tan i can take it when she cannot teach no ,one gets her we baredly pass our god darn papers pls but do she need to side wiff the oh i am clever class ?? pls eu guys are lke was fucking crap screw me for all i care but who in the fuck eu think eu are need to shout so darn fucking loud and sae shut up pls mr low is in the room. fuck if eu think we dun wan to study it is not up to eu to judge on us who is the hell eu think eu god darn are. go rot bitch.so planing for chalet XDD yea.cannot wait.after school went chloe place for no reason okie she drag me and i wan that cd.blahblha
so i read one darn nice book it is gilson book so i din bring it home wif me to finished it up
dad agree wiff that club GAGAGGA i am happy i will go the bugis one cos it is near haha
till now

mtv groof jus now in school dran boring and the song we dance to only one song
sexyback
darn boring lke the only song can when there is alot more lar and the guy is lke gay lolls hahah
okie blah blahblah and the dance was not that nice can alot of popping and he teach us underground battle?? i mean battle hahaha yeaa so we lke sort of ballte which is cool only on tv and maybe when eu see it hahahah
okie might be signing up a club XDD lolls
yeaaaa the place urtlalord cool yeaaa hahhaha i cannnot wait
hope my father will agree my mom is okie with it lolls i canoot waitt
hahahah yea i am going to sign up wit chloe hahha lots of classes to take hahahah lolls XDD
he talk to me yest he seem to noe that i miss him xD

I don’t know when it all started
When my head became dizzy with thoughts of you
These thoughts would often pop up in my mind
I feel anxious as my heart expands towards you
It’s nothing.. it’s just a little thing
Your words are awkward to me
Is it love? If you feel the same way, is it a beginning?
My heart keeps saying it loves you
It screams out for the whole world to hear
Why has it taken so long for me to hear it~?
We’ve finally met.. finally found love
If I wanted to show you how I feel
The only way would be for you to become me
I’m already inside of you
Just like you’re inside of me
To each other
We may already be too accustomed
Is it love?
If you feel the same way, is it a beginning?
My heart keeps saying it loves you
It screams out for the whole world to hear
Why has it taken so long for me to hear it~?
We’ve finally met.. finally found love
When I think about it
I realize how many moments there were when my heart trembled
I’ll try as harder as I was late in realizing my feelings
I’ll be with you, I’ll only give you fond memories
Please don’t ever leave me again
Even the shortest moments without you make me uneasy
Please stay by me

if only eu knew

OMG PRINCESS HOURS IS SO NICE
xD
I WAN BUY THE DVD XDD
i got hook after watching yest episode XDD lallala
THE GUYS ARE SO CUTE xD i wan a prince in my life XDD

exam are over :DD
WHOOOO lolls omg
i would be free enough to do this
i am scared of my result so wat if the papers are done
when i did it badly
okie forget it XDD
eu must be wondering wat am i doing at home huh??
cos after my last paper i was pmsing yea i am having my that one
so i went meet edora at lib cos i din feel lke going out and party
meet her for awhile den i went backk home and sleep yea i wanted to sleep badlycos i lost my sleep so i wan to make it up XDD so tmr i will party okie maybe i have to clear my mess first cos there is loads of books and papers around my huse which is mine due to the exam so i think i have to put it aside first XDD
so maybe heading town tmr. anyone wan follow??hhahaha give me a call yeaaa??heads up XDD

okie last paper tmr XDD
OMGG i cannot wait
i am also terrifide to noe my paperrrs
to get them i hope i pass yeaa
okie the year is comming to an end XDD
yea a new chapter is happening XDD


my wishlist before the year end
1 take up a new thing which i'm going to love
2 go shop for buy stuff which i dun usually buy
3 an outing wiff muckz gang XDD idoubt it going to happend prove me wrong yeah??
4 that i will pass all my papers so i can have a worry free holidae
5 i must must learn hw to horsebackk ridee
6 peirce more
7no more sickness
8 go for health check up LOLLS yea i wan them to take my blood out i seem unhealthy cos i been looking tired no matter wat
9 no more being over amitious
10 them being a lovely couple maybe i can be thier nuer if only i meant it
i wil blog whenn i have more till nw okie wish me luck for tmr last paper
lke mr ang sae PASS PASS PASS

how long am i going to wait??
forever
i am head over heel wiff eu
sometime i wonder if eu notice me
do i exist?
i dun even noe why am i having this kind of feeling
it is sucky
i feel so wrong telling eu things which dun even come frm my heart
i hate telling eu stuff when i dun mean it
i dun want to continue this
it has to stop
but when??
somtime i wonder why i apper in th wrong time
like what eu sae it is not meant to be
maybe it is really noe meant to be
i really hate giving up
but i have to wake up to my sence
this is my fairytale which has no ending.
this is the end of me
seeing eu happi is second best to me
i will alwalys be there for eu.
all i need to do is to numb my feeling
hoping that my heart will freeze and
remain freezing till forever.

where should i stand?

eoy shit okie i screww my IH paper i think it is a mirical if i pass actually i am praying that i would at least get a pass maths was not that hard after all la.
so yest din go school meet chloe went see doc together balahblhablha den play we went lot1 meet nat den chiong play para dun lke that machine lar darnnn wat actually i was not in the best mood to play.so i was was not playing lke how i use to enjoy playing blahblha

den tdy after school wnt jp den blahblhablha follow chloe go change her brace colour and blahblahblha ohh yarr den i went backk home then i was in the train i was msging den the aunty beside me ask her friend if she can type this fast den her friend laugh den i look at her den she tell wat i dunnoe den we smile den we heard a gay voice hahaha yea A GAY!! den i was lke wondering who is that gay den i jus laugh den i move in i saw that gay and he dun even look lke gayHAHAHAH den there is this guy he was standing den his gf was sitting down so they laugh and talk bout that gayvoice guy den they laugh that gay look at them hahahah den they kiss den the gay stare at them then the guy sae stare for wat cos he have this small gun ppl look at the couple la den the gay and the couple alighted at the same place as they we walking the guy took out his small gun and trying to shoot the gay den the gay turn backk and look i was laughing and laughing in the train wiff the aunty darnn effing funny HHAHAHHA yeaaa

i dun noe what am i feeling lke this
Feels like I have always known you
And I swear I dreamt about you
All those endless nights I was alone
It's like I've spent forever searching
Now I know that it was worth it
With you it feels like I am finally home
Falling head over heels
Thought I knew how it feels
But with you it's like the first day of my life
Cuz you leave me speechless
When you talk to me
You leave me breathless
The way you look at me
You manage to disarm me
My soul is shining through
Can't help but surrender
My everything to youI thought I could resist youI thought that I was strong
Somehow you were different from what I've knownI didn't see you coming
You took me by surprise and
You stole my heart before I could say no
Falling head over heels
Thought I knew how it feels
But with you it's like the first day of my life
You leave me speechless
When you talk to meYou leave me breathless
The way you look at meYou manage to disarm me
My soul is shining throughI can't help but surrender
Oh no
My everything to you
You leave me speechless
the way you smile, the way you touch my face
You leave me breathless it's something that you do
I can't explain I run a million miles just to hear you say my name
BabyYou leave me speechless
You leave me breathless
The way you look at me
You manage to disarm me
My soul is shining through
I can't help but surrender
My everything to you
if only you feel this way too
but eu see me more lke pal

CHLOE;DORA heerann
picccc my barn yardd xD<33
How could I have burned paradise?
school not that bad pe was at dance studio not dancingggg
HAHAHHA running and screeming science??
mrlow last lesson wiff the class he was lke for lke half period and i was actually quit ssad cos no more lame jokes and laughter for no reasonn xD
ms tan is backk
gosh tmr gott artt nicee HAHHAHA pftt i dun lke it is so darnnn ^*%$$#%# i swear dran boringgg I DUN LKE make us draw shoe i draw crap hioo den tmr wat?? her face my bother is darn arse he SHOOK my hold body in the morningg asking me to wake up jus that pftt i was still sleeping soundlyy and he painted my leg my LEG i jus took a shower and he painted itt PFTT hahahha but i still love him life would be a bore wit out him LOLLS gosh i talking bout my bro okie i done xD
two week gone?
i do care
but too bad for eu hahahha
dun fail anymore lar if not the whole month
i still wan to meet eu xD




dun cry to me eu love me
i made my my mine
I nvr love you

ah paul story

hhahhaha suppose to meet him fridae

going to NVR lolls he is darn stoopid i think gilson is

much cleverer then him

ah paul how to pass your nLEVEL??

hahhaha eu so dumd

haioo i din mean to play or toy

i was jus a good laughter for me and chloe

really nvr meant to hurt ur feeling

i would nvr lke you seriosuly

HAHHAHA

I WAN MY DYING BLOODHELL RICH HUSBAND xD

Don't cry to me
If you loved me
You would be here with me
You want me
Come find me
Make up your mind

Should I let you fall?
Lose it all?
So maybe you can remember yourself
Can't keep believing
We're only deceiving ourselves
And I'm sick of the lie
And you're too late

Don't cry to me
If you loved me
You would be here with me
You want me
Come find me
Make up your mind

Couldn't take the blame
Sick with shame
Must be exhausting to lose your own game
Selfishly hated
No wonder you're jaded
You can't play the victim this time
And you're too late

So don't cry to me
If you loved me
You would be here with me
You want me
Come find me
Make up your mind

You never call me when you're sober
You only want it cause it's over
It's over

How could I have burned paradise?
How could I - you were never mine

So don't cry to me
If you loved me
You would be here with me
Don't lie to me
Just get your things
I've made up your mind

thank euuu mrs khoo lolls she gave her maths class cake yyeaaaaa it was niceeeee i guess i cant eattt yea i am fastingggg XD lolls i am not hungry lar i am jus thirsty
throat pain siaa LOLLS


the whloe lot of them frm the backk move to the fornt wiff me HHAHAH yea all of us seated infornt of the class.still nosiy. LOLLS okie mt paper in 4 daes time goshh :x LOLLS
Ih mr ang was piss wiff our class AGAIN i think he wanted to walk out of the class room again larrr DEN he stop HAHAHAH yea mrANG lke been pissing wiff our class i think he is streess over all the class that he teach.den englishh haiisss spill water jamal and bibi yea den she shook a box wich contain out name hahahha and my name nvr got call out YEAAAAHHHHH

den science mrlow is darnn funny he talk den he CHOKEE lollls yeaaaa din bring his stuff got punnisheeeeed must bring tmr if not he will make us copy the whole thing pfttt but is lesson darn funny.

mt haiis i wan to slp cannnnnn den crap wiff nurul and shaheda lolls HAHHAH nurul is so funny den i crap crap crap
went backk home wiff ama lolls yea we talk non stop!!! we have lots to saeee HAHAHAH yeaaa
i thought that my dad is at home cos he is on leave for the WHOLE WEEK but he is not hereee LOLLS darnn lame larrrr

i wan to slp den wake up and bath den hit the bookssss XDD

My blood running in me is turning cold.
I'm desprately trying to keep it warm,
To just keep it in me.